Dusting my bookshelves this weekend, I came across a couple of Georges Simenon titles,
Dirty Snow and
Three Rooms in Manhattan.
I love those books, I think to myself. Maybe I should put them on my
iPhone as calculated additions to the permanent ambulatory library in
my pocket.
But the thought of a library always at my beck and call got me thinking
about all the books I’ve read because there was nothing else to read.
The Thorn Birds, for example. Or, out of the same isolated bookshelf, Jane Goodall’s
My Life with the Chimpanzees and William Burroughs’
Factotum.
(How those three books ended up in the same small library in a house
with a bed, a garden, and two enormous doors is provoking, wouldn’t you
say?)
There was the year spent teaching English to fifth and sixth graders. I
was not in India, but the only English books happened to be Kipling’s
collected works in pocket-sized hardcover. And there was my mother’s
house one summer, broke, and Dickens. Or an ornamental
Jane Eyre from
a leather-bound collection of classics bought on subscription by my
great-grandmother. No one had ever read any of them and I had to dig up
a letter opener to slice the pages apart. It was terribly romantic.
So, here’s the question: Would I have read
Jane Eyre at some
point later in life if it hadn’t been in the glass-fronted bookcases of
my home? Maybe. Although, it has never been required in any course I’ve
taken. No one has ever recommended it or handed me a copy. (So sad.)
And it’s not a book I recall seeing on jungle bookshelves (I do,
however, remember a copy of Nabokov’s
Lolita in a Maryknoll
mission in Guatemala) or foreign language school bookshelves. If, at
the age of twelve, I’d been offered the choice between
Jane Eyre and, say, a contemporary equivalent to
Twilight would I have chosen the former? Would my son be reading the
Economist Book of Obituaries if it weren’t the only thing in print in the bathroom?
Interesting to ponder, the pros and cons of having everything you ever
wanted. It’s hard to be critical of choice when the other option is
totalitarian; on the other hand, necessity can make for strange and
wonderful book choices.